wet wet day, but luckily i went to school in my rainy day slippers today. smart move right at the start of the day but things arent as good as what they seem.
i received the email that i had been waiting for the past few weeks but its contents wasnt exactly what i want to see. before that, i know my chances are low but i refuse to give up hoping. i remember i used to say not to hope because the disappointment will be great. this time round, i am just unwilling to give it up just like that. i have planned for this a few months ago. everything is hanging in the mid air, waiting patiently for the green signal. people around me, especially her is getting excited, and even i am starting to picture the scenes in my mind.
it angers me so much today when i saw the email that states my only 2 available options lef that i wanted to struggle someone very badly. withdrawal or transfer? seriously i will end up back to the starting point for both options and i hate it! i hate it when things turn out in the wrong way and it is not within my control to make it better.
all i know is i need to vent this frustrations out. if i kept everything to myself, one fine day i would explode. and seriously, venting the frustrations out made me felt much better. that's a typical extrovert. wth! anyway, all i can do now is to wait.
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